Concentration!

Looking at the work I've done so far on my concentration i am really starting to feel worried about it. For the first time i laid out everything i have done for so far and I am thinking that it may not be fluent enough. The idea for them are all the same but the style is not.

BACK TO SCHOOL

This all may be the 6:15 wake up talking but so far today i have been feeling really crappy about this building. Now that I'm back at school after being off for a week it is really making me realize how much i want to leave. Up until now i didn't really care to get out of high school, and i didn't really care to move on. But now I'm anxious, I cannot wait to get started someplace else. This environment is really starting to bore me, painting in the same room, seeing the same people every day is pretty uninspiring. A new space and a new set of suggestions/feedback is something i really want right now.

I think all i may need is a big project, with the time constraint i have on my concentration I really cant do anything like that at the moment.

Brainstorming can't hurt tho!

=)

Got into Alfred University.

And it feels pretty damn good.

Update

Haven't done a real posting for a while, this is what i have been up to,

Concentrations are in full swing, i have 4 of them going at the moment, none of them i am extremely excited about but at this point I'm just worried about getting them done. Deadlines are closing in fast and at this rate i should be finishing a new piece about every 4 or 5 days. Luckily for me getting started on a project has been very easy these days, the problem i am having is finishing them. I cant go a couple hours into a project before getting an idea and wanting to start a new one.

ALSO, i have been really getting into the mud lately! I have been practicing some throwing on the wheel, which still frustrates the hell out of me but i am getting a little better. I just love sitting in English class after i throw, zoning out from the teacher, and picking clay off my arms. I have figured out that the class is bogus, and that perhaps picking clay off my body is more beneficial then listening. It has taken me all of ceramics 1 to switch from thinking 2d to 3d, but now that that switch has been made I'm really starting to get into it. If i started ceramics earlier i would have really liked to do an all ceramics portfolio, maybe go to school just for ceramics. Perhaps later i can go that way if i still am having these excited feelings.

Lastly, I should be hearing from Alfred in the next week or 2. I am so antsy!!! Over the weekend 2 of my classmates got accepted, I'm hoping to keep the trend going. Because if i do get in it is very likely that ill end up there.

Mhmmm

I've been thinking

i NEED to get my licence. This has been going on way too long.