BED

SO tired.

Wish i had some motivation to do my work tonight but unfortunately its going to have to wait. Today i had gotten a lot of my charcoal drawing finished as well as about half of my still life done. The charcoal one is due tomorrow but I'm not concerned, I'm sure i can get it done during class. And as for my essay that was due today, waiting another day wont hurt much as long as i have it in by Thursday.

The next few days are going to be really crazy, I'll worry about it tomorrow though. Time for bed!

I Vow...

Never to used a projector again.



It compromises my work and doesn't allow for me to improve.



Plus i dont want it to screw me later on

4:11am

So i have to get up for school in 2.5 hours
I cant sleep
I have nothing to do
This is a problem

So instead of getting some rest I have decided to just sit here and stare at my painting that's on the floor. I did it a few days ago and hadn't liked it. It's a self portrait made up of a rich blue background with light paints on top. I went back to my safety painting method and used the acrylic paint like water color. I hate it when i turn to that. But from a distance, with it sitting upside down, and in the dark it is actually very interesting to look it.

Lets try to get some sleep now...

I Want It To Sell

SO

I feel the need to work on a project.

Like full blown project . One that i just cannot get enough of and by the time its done nobody else can either.

I want it to be BIG
I want it to SHOCK
I want it to make you cry
I want it to make you laugh
I want it to tell a story
I want it to have marvelous colors
I want it to win awards
I want it to give me a name

I Want It To Sell

CAD Class

So I'm in my computer design class and oddly enough everyone else is still working and I'm all done. Usually I'm the one that is always behind but for whatever reason orthographic drawings have always come easy to me. In 8th grade i remember my teacher telling me i was the only person to ever get a 108% on that test. Maybe its my calling. Too bad this entire thing is such a bore.

For a while i really wanted to go into architectural drawing. Part of me still does.

Hey maybe if art doesn't work out...

What a shitty day

All day long i have been feeling very tired, very unsettled and extremely lazy. The only thing i want to do is sleep.

Oh well time for work =/