I've been thinking

i NEED to get my licence. This has been going on way too long.

yesterday's drawing

Im starting to have serious feelings about MCC

It has come to my attention that 2 years in a community college may be good for me. A coworker yesterday was telling me how going to MCC for 2 years and then Fisher is going to put him in 40 grand of debt. Then he started talking about his friend at Alfred that is going to have over 100,000 for the 4 years he has been there. I always knew that ide be saveing myself a buttload of money going that route but putting a pricetag on it is makeing me think.

Maybe i should just suck it up for a year or 2.

This is why i would never want to be a writer

I have been working on this college essay all day. At this point it is just a pile of ideas that have no type of organization or flow to them. It feels like 4 different beginnings to an essay thrown into 1 confusing paper.

I have read it so many times that i don't even think the individual ideas make sense anymore.


I need to finish it tonight!

Last week's figure drawing class.

Here's one of ma drawings.

Let me tell you a little something.

I HATE scholarship applications.

Frankly the most boring, and strangely enough one of the hardest things i have ever had to write is an essay on how wegmans has helped me form my career goals.

Because here is the thing,

The only goal it has helped me form is to NOT be working at Wegmans.

I'M HUNGRY

I got denied from the lunch room today. Bullshit.

Also a new still life is in progress. If it works out nice it might just be the last of my observation stuff for my portfolio!

AND

I got class tonight! Its definatly one of those drawing days for me. =)